FUCKKK

I officially Live with a family that are scared of gay people get over it im fucking bisexual accept it and stop telling me to hide it on MY DAMN facebook page it's my fucking life god dammit :'(

So strung out frustrated and done.I want to live ALONE. My sister and mother are annoying me . I'm behind on lessons and since I have community service tommorow I will be further behind. I am just so tired and I am starting to feel that going down on my seroquel. I just have no motivation and shit but maybe because I'm stressed as hell!!!

I'm so in love with her and she'll never really understand how much....
 That's all I really have to say about it.... I could say so much more but i figure i'll leave it as is...

She's fucking over dramatic as shit.

I really need to write some fucking poetry,.... I have writers block so badly right now though...

Just let me be myself < 3

So my mom and sister have an issue with my being bi okay so everyone does. What the fuck. Deal with it I'm me like I have all these damn regulations I have to follow like: No homosexual imagery on facebook the computer etc. (It's a family computer apparently i could damage the 7 yr old...Maybe their scared shell be gay HAHA!!!) Anyways I'm fucking done with it i just want to be myself </3

Family events and such.

So last night my sister like attacked my mom it was scary...bi polar moment my mom was crying I was crying she was crying it was fucking scary. I hate when there are family fights!! But it's a new day so i  figure i might as well get over it . Anyways it is 6:50 PM we are at my Nana and Papa's house with my Aunt Pam and Uncle Mike ... I'm so glad they came to visit ! I absolutely love them :) My Uncle Mike is hilarious him and Emma are playing lol  it's pretty amusing lol

effin pissed

My sisters been screwing me over  lately.. well since i know shes so ready  so screw me over i guess  now her "don't tell mom's" don't matter. I don't give a fuck anymore i'm done keeping her secrets cause she gets off no harm and i end up having the hard life idk maybe ill succeed better because of it??? I hope but it's not fair.... so from now on she gets to live life as if i wasn't here to back her shit up cause honestly she hasn't saved my ass that much and usually when she does she screws me over eventually.

Court...once again. :/

    Alright I have court and drug testing in like an hour I know ill pass drug testing but I'm super nervous about court...I'm also excited though because I'll be getting off house arrest! Yay, hello cellphone, Facebook, and friends! I have writers block lately.. I know so unlike me, but I do. I'm just really uninspired! I have nothing going on in my life really right now good or bad.. I mean there are a few bad things but it's not really anything inspiring for poetry, it makes me sad, I want to write some amazing shit and I have this huge block!!!

may you make me...

terrible pic

fav outfit

high heels from macy's and my favorite over sized H&M shirt. paired my my favorite skinny's.

i have to write a page of what I think wicca is and then one on what pagan is

which is retarded because I practice wicca but I'm not pagan and so I find this report ridiculous I mean I'm writing it for my drug and alcohol class.....WTF!?

random I'm inside a psychic crystal ball :p

:) meee

just a silly picture of me semi vampired :p

lyrics from nb riddaz - my girl. (to may :))

emma edited her first picnik photo :)

gur

fuck my life

dyed

I just dyed my hair it's like a raspberry color I LOVE it...not what I expected but i think it's gorgeous :)
 I'll make sure to post pics later:)

I can fly

I got this adorable cape today...never thought I'd like something like that but I love it, very cute and surprisingly warm! Also I went to sally's and got red (yes actual red) hair dye...I will be dying my hair tommorow I'll post pics! : > Super Duper excited and my Aunt Pam and Uncle Mike are coming down I haven't seen them in years!!!

 We went out for sushi tonight too which was amazing as always <3 I had a really good time with my sister and mo. :)

my beauty < 3