goodbye drugs

You were a good friend to me for the most part the past few years but you were also terrible. I lied cheated and stole for you. I was put through pain the days I didn't have money for you. I broke promises to friends and family because I needed drugs to even feel normal. I missed birthdays, holidays and ruined some amazing relationships just to keep you by my side. You were my best friend and my worst enemy. Life without you seemed un-manageable but here I am 10 months and 2 days later living better then I ever have. This is my final goodbye. I won't be comming back. I have decided to continue building a life for myself instead of degrading my life for you. I understand that no matter what you will be within reach but I have also decided to not reach out for you when things get bad. You see I now have a journal to write in, friends to be there for me, a boyfriend to support me, and an amazing family to love me. I am glad that I have learned and grew up by giving away my addiction to you. Farwell drugs!