Sometimes things get really hard. So hard where you don't want to wake up in the morning. The days where a line of coke and cutting sounds pretty fucking great. Now as a recovering addict I have to make the choice to put my dealers number down and refrain from the razor. Probably the hardest choices I have to face daily.
It's been really hard lately. Nothing has seemed right, from boyfriend to friends to life in general. Things just seem off. I'm hurting pretty deeply it's nothing anyone can fix though. It's just how I am. I feel like writing a bunch more but I can't seem to tonight. I'll try again tommorow
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