from diditzulu

..You see, I know change

I see change

I embody change

All we do is change

Yeah, I know change

We are born to change

We sometimes regard it as a metaphor

That reflects the way things ought to be

In fact, change takes time

It exceeds all expectations

It requires both now and then

See, although the players change

The song remains the same

And the truth is

You gotta have the balls to change.."

People change, things go wrong, shit happens and life goes on.

Seizure

Brea had a seizure wile her and mom where fighting...scariest thing ever. But at least we got our tears and anger out haha.

:( family matters

I wish my sister mom and me could get along but it's like Brea's dramatic my moms crabby and I'm well manic but how could i not be it's like i try to keep the peace and I'm scared of our family falling apart so i walk on egg shells but then I get so upset and depressed because no one understands  how hard life is for me (well anyone in the house/family that is).Sometimes I just don't want to deal with it...I love them so much it's just really hard sometimes and I just want privileges like tumblr that's all I want :(!!All I've wanted but no. All cause fucking rob.

Group

Group was awesome me and Mariano and Kevin decided next week at group (after group) we are going to taco buffet lol. I love my buddies from group <3 Those silly boys.
Anyways went to garabaldis , I was wearing my favorite H&M shirt...sadly it's my big sisters so now I'm going to scour the Internet for one like it. I need to find this shirt lol because In the winter she's gonna wear it a bunch and shit.

Thoughts

Not sure what my plans for today are... I might go to my grandparents or something... Idk I'm super bored I did a bunch of IDLA which was oh so exciting! Anyways I have court on Monday which means I get of house arrest :) But it's also the start of probation and I think I'd rather have then put me in juvie and get of with no probation, I just want to make sure I don't fail school so idk it's kinda complicated.

current love

My alll time favorite band is the pretty reckless I fucking love them so much.
The lyrics actually mean something to me and she can sing unlike a lot of current singers