:( family matters

I wish my sister mom and me could get along but it's like Brea's dramatic my moms crabby and I'm well manic but how could i not be it's like i try to keep the peace and I'm scared of our family falling apart so i walk on egg shells but then I get so upset and depressed because no one understands  how hard life is for me (well anyone in the house/family that is).Sometimes I just don't want to deal with it...I love them so much it's just really hard sometimes and I just want privileges like tumblr that's all I want :(!!All I've wanted but no. All cause fucking rob.