Scream

When all i want to do is scream, how is it that i seem- fine.-
we all know it's lies but no one hears my battle cries-
probably because laughter is whati hide behind-
when secretly my heart just dies-
been this way since i was nine-
everyday i'm on the rise-
trying to get to a place where i can shine-
maybe even decriminalize-
i thought life was the prize-
but now it's just something i despise-
is that such a crime?-
always wanted to say my goodbyes-
because this world is fucking asinie-
i hate everything life implies-
so i'll just stand up and say fuck them all!-