Run away

I want so badly to run away. to be far far awway from this retchid place. No one would think I hate my life so much but somehow i do. I have plans, plans to leave I"m just trying to wait you know..atleast one more year because im so young ..been planniong for atleast 2..just have to finish figuring it all out . I have a person a place and money. all i really need ..goodbye letters stored away...The onl;y worry is hurting my family..I love them so dearly and i know they wouldn't be able to understand.. probation and etc. it's all to much for me, school and shit just everything right now is miserable! and i'd come back, just would wait a few yrs so that i couldn't be charged with runaway plus once u cross into another state thsoe police can't detain u... The thing is i could continue online school and shit just...just wait till life looked up for me my mom wouldnt have to pay all my expenses and shed have less stress! and brea and emma would forgive me right..? theyd know i'd come back jus..in a few years