I want my sister to go back to school

Of course she's even better at home school fuck you. Fuck this I'm never good enough and im fucking sick of it. Excuse all the swearing I'm just pissed. I try so hard NO ONE see's it. EVER. And then heres my big sister who swears she works her ass off and everyone loves her and flocks to her like she's a fucking princess. I wish someone would pay attention to me. I need out. I keep telling myself only a few more years but sometimes i don't feel like I can stay here that long. I'm trying, I'm trying so hard. I love my family I love them so much but I hate this town I hate a lot of things about being here. Sometimes I just can't stand it you know? Idk -____-